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2008年6月30日星期一

14th days 30/06/08

我只是在发牢骚罢了， OK？？？

我并没有你想象中那么坚强的，我并不是你想象中那么勇敢的，我不是你想象中那么厉害， 最重要的是我并没有你想象中那么快乐。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
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2008年6月27日星期五

11th Days 27/06/08

终于吵架了。。。

今天我们终于吵架了，在一起一年多了，从来没有吵架过，除了为那件事那个人，我们从来都没有吵架过。。。今天不知道什么原因，我们第一次聊天聊到吵架，而且还吵得很狠，我们第一次不是为了你的事而吵架。。。你说得对，这条路并不容易走，既然我已经选择了这条路，无论有多辛苦有多难走我都必须坚强的走下去。。在浴缸里冷静了很久终于想通了，脾气要忍，我对我自己说下次我不会再让我自己为了这些小事情和他吵架了。。。
谢谢你，原来你曾经说过的话，在我最无助的时候给了我很大的鼓励。。
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2008年6月25日星期三

9th days 25/06/08

~Lazy Day~

Today, when i open my eye is already 2:30pm....Feel that still very tired and stim stim...好想赖在床上不起来， 就这样躺着躺着，躺到傍晚去了。。
Really feel lazy....lazy...lazy.... lazy until brush teeth and wash face also lazy...hehe... so i decided to ask a fellow to brush teeth for me.... Hey U, you are that unlucky fellow that want to help me to brush teeth ooo...

See~ so kesian nia u, but i so enjoy....yea...


I don't behave like this unduly so i will wash my face in my own...thanks ya...



刷牙洗脸后真的精神多了，人看起来也不一样了咯。。。


O(^_^)oo(^_^)O

不过现在已经是晚上九点了，才好像刚刚睡醒的感觉，惨！！无聊死了， 大家都差不多要睡，只有我一个是刚睡醒的感觉，无聊透了。。。幸亏还有个朋友陪我聊天，但我们两个都是无聊的家伙，聊着聊着我们也闹了起来，就这样打打闹闹的，闹到三点多，我才继续睡。。
It is really extremely boring to live here....
see la this call boh lan liap.....boring until can play this funny things.....

1st 2nd 3rd


Finally, this 1 much better....
~END~



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2008年6月24日星期二

8th days 24/06/08

~Feel So Down~

昨 晚我去了一个朋友的金店，看见大家都在为明天即将开张的店而忙得不可开交。。。他们都是跟我差不多年龄，但是他们即将拥有自己的店。。。而我呢，什么都没 有，什么都不会， 突然觉得自己很没用。。。在这一刻，我好想自己可以像他们这样厉害，可以拥有自己的一家店，拥有自己的事业。。开始一个人在那边胡思乱想了！！
我就把我的心情告诉了一个朋友，结果他狠狠地骂了我一顿，也把我给骂醒了。。。其中有几句话我觉得他说得很有道理。。。
他说：“不懂你将会做什么的决定。希望不要再把依赖放在第一位，人有时真的要学会自己。依赖是给当一个生活安定了才叫做幸福。只要你能看开点。。其实你现在学会起步也不迟。因为你刚刚才到。要相信自己是可以的。就像我往往把不可能的事都变成有可能。因为我相信我自己。。电脑只是会1 和 0。。 人是会0-9看自己的变化。。假如不可以都要给自己时间都变成可以。。”
他骂了我一大堆以后就说我想的东西很无聊很幼稚，还说不要做我的朋友了，因为他连做我的朋友也不能光明正大，我不想失去你这个朋友，所以我再此向全世界宣布，：“ 我mandy想邀请你刘佳桦做我光明正大的朋友，你愿意吗？” 哈哈。。。虽然这句话听起来像在求婚，不过大家别误会，我是很真心地想你做我的朋友的，还有我要谢谢你一直以来在我遇到困难时，情绪低落时帮了我很多。。。谢谢你，朋友。桦！！！从今天起你就是我光明正大的朋友了！！！
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2008年6月23日星期一

7th days 23/06/08

I think i have a things learn from andrea already .... Laptop is the first thing I stare once I opened my eyes and I haven't brush my teeth nor have my breakfast yet. <---( copyright by andrea chuang) sorry ya andrea, pay u the copyright fee when i'm coming back ya...hehe.....

today still the same , continues writting blog and watching my 法政先锋II...
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2008年6月22日星期日

6th day 22/06/2008

~PLAYING DART AT BRUNEI~

A day again, today atleast i have somethings to do cause today i'm gonna to join brunei the bull dart club association play a friendly match... 2pm somethings 我们从hotel 出发, is too bad...on the way go to dart club we had small accident, our car stopped at the roundabout suddenly a car won't be time stopped and 撞到了我们的战车。。。our car is nothing , but the other side car's bumper broken to pieces, this accident is the other side ppl wrong but they big big sound scold us cause they saw we are malaysian and not have their country license so that they big big sound....they being unreasonable because they are here brunei police .... see la this called malay lol...they so arrogant because they think they in their country , and summore is police officer so they can bully us... luckily annie's daddy come over and help us cause her dad is here datuk's friend... Finally we arrived the Bull dart club at around 2:40pm....actually we 10 minutes can arrived but become 40 minutes only arrived...all because of the 2 barbarian la.... ok nevermind, 我们大人不记小人过。。。 so dun talk them liao...
<---- this is the 1 of the barbarian...

~see this is the place that i'm 1st time come.....~

~ Brunei the only one dart club~

Here dart club atleast better than ah kong there (penang KDPP) ...here look more class and more cold, cause ah kong there always close the air cond so kiam siap....i pay 5 dollar to play a game , in the end i eat all zero 0 .... one game also not win....haha...too bad cause i have long time didn't practice already...here ppl actually almost all is a good player, aiyoyo i'm just a junior player so how can i fight with them le??? just like the stone runs into's egg... just nothing special happen , we finish our game around 6.30pm...i have a lot of fun at there..this is the only one entertainment for me at here,but just one week once only, so sad ... ~here sky dark more earlier than penang sky, it became dark before 7pm everyday... , hmmmm....i miss penang's sky a lot !!! afterthat we waiting for ah yang come over and fetch around 45 minutes.... arrived at hotel around 8 o'clock and start having dinner...
so that all wat i'm done today.....

~Brunei The Bull Dart Club~




~sitting at roadside chating while waiting for ah yang's 战车~
~END~


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2008年6月21日星期六

5th day 21/06/2008

~Went to PUSAT BANDAR~

今天下午下了场毛毛雨。。。无聊的在房间呆了整个下午，晚上终于有车出去了。。 两个不认识路的家伙驾着车在路上乱乱兜，we saw the road sign that write PUSAT BANDAR so we decided go to pusat bandar 逛一逛。。 ok, finally we arived pusat bandar, the pusat bandar was traffic jam... because here ppl no places go shopping so saturday night the usual will go to bandar ... the bandar actually no need call bandar la...is just like our penang pasar malam ,there got i roll of shop then a shopping mall then nothing liao...really boring country lol.... eventhough the biggest shopping mall in brunei also like our penang GAMA nia... wat the country izzit , i really dunno how to live at here... after ronda-ronda i saw a Jollibee shop, inside sell something like macdonald... This is the famous and the most brunei ppl like fast food...come i let your see wat inside sell, a things that really can't eat and expensive...



i order 1 set chicken and 1 beef burger. u know how much ah?? 10 dollar.... that means malaysia ringgit cost for RM24... WAHHHHH~~~ heart so pain!!!! 心痛死了。。。this dinner kill my RM24... and i swear i won't have it anymore...after dinner so bored and i discover that the bowling center is beside the Jollibee... ok!! after meal let have some exercise...oh my god , again expensive things appear in front of my eye...
5 dollar per game and rent i pair of shoe 1 dollar that means per gam RM 14.40...my godness...in the end i didn't play ... so i decided go back home play bowling game at facebook... i play it 100 times too free of charges ...wakaka...12am somethings , i go to bed and!!

~ This is me today ~
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2008年6月20日星期五

4th day 20/06/2008

~Finally 生病了~
Today when i wake up i feel so cold and my nose very hot and stud...summore throat very pain... oh no i'm getting fever already.... after sit for a while , when i got up i felt dizzy so i continues go to bed and sleep again...wah~~ really feel very cold !!!! i sleep for whole day and i'm wake up i discover that the sky already dark... wah, sleep for whole day... after i take shower i fell more better, i looked at mirror..... OH NO~~~~~ my face look very wan and sallow.... it seems that i need make some facial... so i take out my mask and make facial lol~~
i really did it lol~~
<---- wa... so ugly~~~
hehe..... i look more sipirited when the next day i wake up.... yea...


~END~
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